In his twisty, gritty, profoundly moving New York Times bestselling-debut, Adam Silvera brings to life a charged, dangerous near-future summer in the Bronx. In the months after his father`s suicide, it`s been tough for sixteen-year-old Aaron Soto to find happiness but with the support of his girlfriend Genevieve, he`s slowly remembering what that might feel like. When Genevieve leaves for a couple of weeks, Aaron starts hanging out with a new guy, Thomas. Aaron`s friends notices, and they`re not exactly thrilled. But Aaron can`t deny the happiness Thomas brings or how Thomas makes him feel safe from himself. Since Aaron can`t stay away from Thomas or turn off his newfound feelings for him, he considers turning to the Leteo Institute`s revolutionary memory-alteration procedure to straighten himself out, even if it means forgetting who he truly is.